How did I land myself in this predicament...

[MoralEthics]

This story that I am writing does not contain a lot of sex & it is extremely long winded. Please feel free to steer clear of it and I apologise for taking up bandwidth if it does not interest you.


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It has been a difficult period for me. V has left for good. Now I am left with an empty heart & an empty house that is full of what once belonged to us. As I close the door behind me & scanned through the living room, vivid images of her come to life in my mind. Even though I was agreeable to the divorce after giving it much thought, I really believed that there was no love between us. Not until she has left.

The saying is true. We will only treasure what we have lost. I have lost a soul mate who had never bared her soul to me. I had chosen to believe that there was a lack of love only to realize now I am full of emptiness.

These past 4 years seem to have passed like a whirlwind. I can’t begin to make head nor tail of it. 2 years in a relationship & 2 years of marriage & suddenly everything’s over. How did I end up in this predicament?

I picked up a photo frame on the side table next to the sofa. It was a picture of us taken in a pub somewhere in town. Little by little, flashbacks of the day I held her in my arms trickled into my confused mind.

Back then I was already in a relationship with a girl called D for close to 4 years & we were the happiest & most loving couple amongst our group of friends for throughout those years, we had never once fought nor quarreled.

One day while at her place, D had suggested we should get married & live together to take things 1 step higher. My heart skipped a beat.

Me: Are you proposing to me?
D: Can I? (Trying to look serious while suppressing a silly grin)
Me: Ya right, now I become the pussy? (Not sure where this conversation was going. Was it a joke or what)
D: Will you say yes if I actually propose to you? (Still with that silly grin)
Me: Ok, break it off now. Quit joking. (I don’t find it funny anymore)
D: I’m serious. (And she knelt down & whipped out a gold ring from nowhere)

I lost track of time as I just stood there staring at the ring she was holding between her right thumb & index finger with my mouth half opened.

D: So will you marry me? Please? (Now she looked real serious & sincere about it)
Me: I… What… You… Ring… (I was totally incoherent & my mind was a total blank)
D: Is that a yes?
Me: Uh… You… (I slowly leaned forward & reach out to her raised hand while both my feet were still rooted to the spot)

She smiled & slid the ring into my middle finger. It was loose. The ring was too big but it did not matter. I was dumbfounded. I was at a total loss for words & all I could do was to stand there & stare at the ring.

D stood up & flung both arms around my neck & hugged me really tight. After what seemed like an eternity, I finally brought myself back to Earth & looked her straight in the eyes. D has the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen. That pair of eyes were what attracted me to her in the first place. Those eyes looked even more alluring as water gathers all over it. She started to tear uncontrollably and for once in my life, I cried along with her too. We just stood there hugging & sobbing away.

D: I was so worried you will reject me! (Choking on her words)
Me: I was so shocked you actually proposed to me & even bought a real ring!

She raised her hand & showed me the gold ring on her own finger.

Me: Hey! I’m supposed to put it on for you!
D: That doesn’t matter anymore.

She hugged me even tighter after those words & we just stood there, frozen in time.

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Next morning, we rang up our pack of friends to meet up in the pub that 1 of the girls was working in. We could hardly compose ourselves but refused to let them know what was the agenda. We tried to sound solemn & only said it was something very important.

V was a bartender there & our cluster of friends was there too. She was wiping the counter when we arrived. All of them had a sickly worried face as we walked towards them.

V: You got me very worried the whole day. What happened?

I kept quiet & let D do the talking. The rest of the gang just closed in on us.

D: Let us have a beer first.

V fumbled with the mugs & hurriedly tapped 2 beers for us.

The rest of the gang started asking the same question too but D just sipped on the beer before emptying half of it in 2 gulps. I took her cue & emptied the mug before placing it back on the counter.

D: Last night something happened…

Everyone quiet down & looked at her. Bracing themselves for some bad news.

D: MoralEthics proposed to me!!!

What the melons??? Everyone gasped for a second before breaking out in cheers & laughter.


Me: Wait a minute! She was the 1 who proposed to me!!!

Everyone was still laughing all over and 1 of the guys put his arm across my shoulders before saying

Guy: Hahaha! Come on lah, propose to girlfriend also scared people know meh? Hahahaha!

I was still living in suspension while looking at D & she just stuck her tongue out at me before turning around & hugging the giggling girls.

I sort of settled down later & stop insisting she was the 1 who went down on her knees instead because seriously, I doubt anyone will believe my words on this. Not that my words carried no credibility but it just sounds absurd to all of them, including myself! I resigned to my fate & just drank away to each cheering mug of beer. Happy too that D and I were getting married.


It was somewhere then that V took out a digital camera from under the bar counter & started taking pictures of D & I.

V: I want you all to remember this very day! For my best friend D is getting married!

We posed for a few pictures together & then with our friends too. When D excused herself & made her way to the restroom to relief herself, V came up to me & passed the camera to 1 of the guys.

V: Here, help me with this. I want to take a picture with MoralEthics, the only guy in this world meant for D!

I put my arms around her waist & we both tried to show the camera all 64 of our teeth.

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I wasn’t sure how many barrels of beer we drank that night but most of us were stoned by closing time. D was lying on the couch giggling away with a few of the girls while I had some problem keeping my balance on the barstool. 2 of the guys had their faces flat on the bar counter while oddly, V seemed very sober. Maybe because she still had to run the show. I reached out my mug at her.

Me: Where’s your beer? Cheers!

V tapped another beer for herself & our mugs clinked before finishing the content.

V: I am really very happy for the both of you. You 2 have my most sincere & well wishes to a wonderful marriage & lots of kids! Hahaha!

I laughed at the mention of kids, not sure if I am ready to be a father. I mean I’m well known to be a destructive person but to pro-create? To me, bringing a new life into this world ain’t no laughing matter. It requires much consideration & careful planning. And patience too.

V: I want to be the godmother of all your kids! Hahaha!

Thinking back then, I believe V was high too but I could be wrong. It was already past closing time & the other 2 waitresses told her it was time to close before they get into trouble with the law. I think they just want to go home. I can’t seem to be able to recall how they looked like. Maybe they weren’t attractive at all. That might explain why we had the pub almost all to ourselves, except for a few old men who slipped in once in a while for a beer or two before disappearing shortly after.


1 by 1 we stumbled out of the pub & some of them were madly flailing their arms at every passing car, believing all were taxis. Screaming after the cars that zoomed past without stopping.

I was gripping onto D while trying to keep my balance. My head was spinning all over. D was mumbling something & giggling to herself with her eyes closed. I managed to sit her by the roadside without her falling before dropping my butt hard on the concrete floor. Somehow my hand found my pack of cigarettes & I stuck one in my mouth. While seated on the ground, it was really hard to dig for a lighter in the pockets. It doesn’t help too that my jeans were very fitting. V had just locked the doors & she offered a light to me. I tried putting 1 end of the cigarette to the flame but just couldn’t get to it.


V: Look at you. You can’t even light a cigarette. Did you really drink that much?

Usually, I am the sober one. I never liked to drink till this state where I can hardly control myself but I can’t speak the same for the rest of them. They all like to get themselves wasted on alcohol. I’m not sure if they enjoyed puking all over but certainly I dread the sight of it, not to mention the pungent odour too.

Me: Mm… Ff… Pff…

V pulled the unlighted cigarette out of my mouth.

V: You were saying?

She then helped to light it for me before putting it between my fingers.

Me: Me… very happy tonight! Hahaha!

And that was all I remembered before knocking out.

I was awoken by a very ticklish sensation and when I opened my eyes, I only saw D’s head between my thighs with 1 hand holding my dick above her head & gently waving it back at me before squeezing it harder & harder till my dickhead turned dark red. She had both my balls in her mouth & she was sucking hard & twirling her tongue all over it. In between that electrifying & sensational feeling plus all that erotic slurping sound, it kinda hurt too but the pleasure overwhelmed the pain. I just closed my eyes & let her carried on.

[gambit76]

Camper reporting!!

[rhys]

Nice buildup for your story.

Bro, I think it happens to some of us. For me at least, didn't marry my first love and the one I marry will be unmarried from me in the near future as we already have signed deed of separation. Once three years up, 99.9% will move to file for divorce.

Look on the bright side, if you have no children they will not have to go through trying to figure out why their parents are not together and was it their fault.

[Oink Oink]

Hahaha... so you have decided to write!

Didn't know we are in the same boat - divorced.

Waiting in anticipation to read more!

[MoralEthics]

Originally Posted by rhys

Nice buildup for your story.

Bro, I think it happens to some of us. For me at least, didn't marry my first love and the one I marry will be unmarried from me in the near future as we already have signed deed of separation. Once three years up, 99.9% will move to file for divorce.

Look on the bright side, if you have no children they will not have to go through trying to figure out why their parents are not together and was it their fault.

Well, I sort of realise I will eventually end up where I am today because I always felt distant from the one closest to me. In fact, up till today the only people who are really close to me are less than a handful & they are the ones who did not backed down when I stood up.

[MoralEthics]

Originally Posted by Oink Oink

Hahaha... so you have decided to write!

Didn't know we are in the same boat - divorced.

Waiting in anticipation to read more!

Nowadays there are so many of similar status around that it is no longer odd but more of the norm. Sad that this is how our society has become.

I will continue to write next week as I do not wish to spend the weekend alone in this house. I'll have a better time somewhere else that can take my mind off this by doing something meaningful.

[kirk88]

Bro do keep the story coming.

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My head was no longer spinning but every pulse felt like a sledgehammer pounding on it. I tried to brush it aside & concentrate on what D was doing but to no avail. The hammering just got stronger to the extent that I felt my head was cracking open. I stopped D & just grabbed my head hard hoping that the headache will go away.

D: Are you ok? (Sort of mumbling with my balls still in her mouth)

Me: Please stop. My head is killing me!

D dropped my balls out of her mouth & snuggled up next to me. She pushed my hands away & gently massaged my head. Not that it helped but I still let her. With my eyes still closed, I asked her

Me: What happened last night?

D: We were all wasted except V. She sent us back. I have no idea how but she did it.

I tried opening my eyes again & this time round, I realize I was in unfamiliar grounds. The color of the room was wrong. The bed was a single bed, unlike the queen sized bed that both D & I had in our own rooms. I looked around & everything seemed foreign to me.

Me: Where are we?

D: V’s house. This is her room.

Me: Huh? What are we doing here?

Before D could answer me, the door swung open & V walked in. When she saw that I was naked from the waist down with my rod pointing to the ceiling, she let out a scream & ran out of the room slamming the door behind her. I still had no idea what happened until I realize my dick was exposed. D was laughing away and I heard V shouting from outside the room.

V: You guys!! Those are new sheets!!

I tried to pull my boxers & jeans up from my ankles but I just couldn’t sit up. D helped me do so while still giggling away.

D: He’s kept my toy. Come in!

The door opened slowly & V’s head slowly peeped in, making sure I am fully covered before stepping in.

V: You 2 are terrible! Taking advantage of my kindness & dirtying my new sheets!

D: We did not. We have not even started!

And the 2 of them started quibbling before I slowly drifted back to sleep.

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I just remembered that I left my laundry in the washing machine since Friday evening. I'll continue later if I'm not tired.

[lemontee]

Its always better to go separate ways once the relationship stops working...Nothing is worse than getting stuck in a loveless relationship and you cant even get out...
Pitching tent and my popcorn all ready...

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When I woke up again, the room was dark. There was no light coming from the windows. The lights in the room were turned off too. I sat up & looked around, wondering where did the 2 of them go. It was then that I felt my bladder sinking down. The urge to pee overcomes me & I quickly stood up.

I quietly opened the door & peeked out. The corridor leading to the living room was dark too but there was a light coming from underneath 1 of the doors. I tiptoed out, unsure if there was anybody around and at the same time trying to figure out which door was leading to the bathroom. I could feel my pee reaching my pee hole.

There were 3 doors in total, 2 on 1 side of the corridor. The lighted room was by itself & just next to where I was standing. Guessing it might be the toilet, I carefully turned the knob & opened the door. True enough, it was the toilet. I just barged in when someone suddenly screamed. I looked in & saw V lying in the bathtub with D! V hurriedly sinks lower into the tub with her head still above the water, trying to hide what I had already seen. Nice perky boobs, maybe a B size. D just smiled at me & waved me in.

Me: Erm… I need to pee!

D: Just go ahead dear.

V: No!!!! I am still here!!! Go to the other toilet!!!

Me: I’ll pee on your corridor if I don’t do it now!

I was busy unzipping my jeans while saying that & toss my dick out at the toilet bowl. I couldn’t hold it anymore & streams of pee sprayed all over the bowl before I could point it in.

D: Hahaha! You can’t even aim properly!

V: What???

V popped her head out of the water & glared in my direction.

V: You!!! You peed all over!!!

She then realize she was staring at my dick again & she slid right back into the water while making some incomprehensible noise. I think she swallowed some of the bath water too.

Me: Aaaahhhhhh….

I could not bother myself with the 2 of them until I totally emptied the bag of urine in me. I think I peed more than a jug out. While D was smiling & watching me pee V was still playing the diver, submerged under all that foam in the bath water. I was surprised she could hold her breath that long.

She sat right out of the water gasping for air as I was zipping up my jeans. After she caught her breath back, she shouted at me for peeing all over.

Me: Hey, at least I did not pee on your bed!

Meanwhile, I turned on the water hose next to the water cistern & rinsed off all the yellow stuff that missed the bowl. I was looking in their direction all the time & it was only after some time that V realize she was exposed to me again. She screamed again & slid back into the water. D was laughing hysterically by then.

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Me: What?

D: Hahaha! Nothing! Hahaha! Just leave us now before she drowns herself. Hahaha!

I left the bathroom & went back into the room to wait for them to be done. I was also pretty worried that V might end up drowning herself too.

Not long after I heard the shower turned on & about 10 minutes later D came back into the room smiling at me with just a towel wrapped over her head. I noticed her little bush has disappeared. Guess she must have shaved earlier on.

D: You’ve seen her naked. So how?

Me: What how? It’s just boobs. Not that it was humongous.

D: So you gona marry her or me? (Giving me an evil grin)

Me: Are you mad? Marry her just because I saw her boobs? And is she going to marry me because she saw my stick too?

D: Well, you are the first man to see her boobs though…

What the fuck??? D was 22 then & just out of university. I know that V graduated together with her so I assume her to be the same age too.

Me: What??? You mean she has never had a boyfriend before?

V wasn’t exactly a girl who can make men raise an eyebrow at her but neither was she ugly. She was approximately between 160 to 165cm, perky boobs with small light brown nipples (I just found out), not exactly shapely butt but neither was it flat. I was amused that she was single till then, not exactly surprised but found it candid. I wonder why I felt that way.

D: Yup! I tried matchmaking her during Uni but she always did not turn up for the dates.

Me: Does she have something against guys?

D: If she did she never said so before. She never gave a reason why she did not turn up too.

Me: Hmm… Maybe she’s lesbian. Did she fondle you while in the tub?

D: I think I am the 1 fondling her in there. Hahaha!

D straddled me as she rearranged the towel on her head.

D: Now, I am going to fondle you too.

She started unzipping my jeans & slipped 1 hand into it. My meat stick was lame like a deflated balloon but upon her touch, something in it awakens & started throbbing madly.

D: Oh… I can feel you in there… (She gently hissed like a coiled rattlesnake waiting to strike while seducing me with those lovely eyes. I would gladly lay my life down for those eyes.)

I could feel the warm of her hand & that feeling ran right through me like lightning. It was electrifying. I was almost paralyzed by her touch. Every single time without fail, I’d go numb when she holds me there. I think she is my biggest nemesis in life & also the only person who can hold me hostage through there.

Instinctively, my both hands reach out & grab her hips. I grabbed them hard but as she gently stroked me while leaning forward to lick my lips, my arms malfunctioned too & just fell limp by the sides. I was breathing heavily & every breath that I was trying to breathe in, D would kiss my open mouth and her tongue would dart all over inside. If this is CPR, no man will be resuscitated. There will be a major shortage in body bags.

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The feeling of suffocation brought me back to my senses & I quickly pushed her away before I turned purple.

Me: (Gasping for air) Are you trying to kill me!!! (My hard rod simmered down to a liquorice like as I tried to get air into my lungs)

D: Hmm… (Shaking my limp dick trying to awaken it again)

She moved slightly backwards and extracted my penis out from within. She then pulled back the foreskin & clasped my dickhead with her lips as she slowly sucked away. My small head started to grow again as all my blood gushed towards the suction. The pleasure soon turned into pain as she sucked harder & I felt her teeth gnawing at it.

Me: Hey! You are starting to get rough there!

I held her head attempting to stop her fangs from cutting into my flesh. D stopped sucking but her teeth were still clamped around my dickhead. She let loose an evil grin again before releasing hostage. She was on all fours while I was doing a half sit up & holding her head. I was wondering what the hell came into her as she had never behaved like this in the past. Was it the excitement of us making out in her best friend’s room? Or was she still intoxicated? Whichever the case, I wasn’t used to such treatment.

The door swung open again & in walked V. She screamed & shut her eyes again when she saw us poised in that weird posture.

V: What is wrong with the 2 of you!!! Can’t you both stop going at each other??? (She shouted with her eyes still closed)

We both turned to look at her & D giggled like a little girl before putting my stick back into my jeans.

D: Ok ok. I didn’t expect you to be done so soon. Thought I’d check on him to make sure he is still functioning properly after last night.

V slowly opened her eyes while I just lay there looking back at her, not knowing how to react.

She was wearing this ¾ sleeve cotton nightie that reached down below her knees with a huge Tweety Bird imprinted on the front. Not sexually enticing but there was something rather seductive about it. She walked over to the other corner of the room & sat down on the 2 seater leather sofa while drying her hair with a towel. D got off me & put on a bathrobe that was hanging on the door before moving over to sit next to her.


I sat myself up on the bed & could see the anger in V subsiding. I mean, she did not lay down the rules to us prior to that so how much longer can she stay pissed when she was the 1 who brought us back. I think she had regretted doing so but seemed to let it just pass.

Me: Thank you for sending us back & making sure D was safe.

V: That was supposed to be your responsibility but it became mine! (She retorted angrily.)

Me: Oh come on, I was always the 1 making sure everyone’s safe. Can’t I indulge a little for once?

I realize that doing many rights in the past does not cover up for 1 wrong. It did sound like I was trying to shirk responsibility here. I actually felt guilty saying that.

V: So does that mean I can dump you in the drain the next time you get drunk?

Yes, she was still very pissed although it wasn’t showing on her face. I decided to keep my mouth shut there & then.

D: Come on, after all this is the 1st time he got drunk. Let it go on my account, please? (D tried to soothe the tensed atmosphere & V tried a faint smile back at her)

She put 1 hand on V’s thighs while reaching up to brush some hair off her face with the other hand. That scene suddenly looked so peculiar & yet so familiar. It is like some scene from a HK Cat III movie. I could see V soften immediately. Then D turned her around & helped to dry her hair with the towel.

Many wild thoughts were running through my mind at that instance. Had I stumbled upon a pair of lesbians & unknowingly invaded their private space before snatching 1 party away from the other? But V did not seemed disturbed when D announced that we were getting married. In fact, she looked really happy for us back then.

But then, the scene of them soaking in the bathtub together in the nude kicked me back into reality. Were they having some kind of fun before I intruded? I certainly don’t do such things with my fellow brothers. Or did women share another kind of intimacy amongst themselves that doesn’t equate to being considered as lesbians?