[ZhuGeLiang]

My Education on Crush

Ok, back after so long. This part is something I can never forget in my life. What really happened is, I am going out with May, quite a lot of the tuition mates knew it or at least can sense it. We are kinda cheeky to each other and very often we are caught eye locking or exchanging notes. Nothing to bothered by the tuition teacher, except for May's mum. Well, that is to explain in another chapter.

What really didn't occur to me is someone is having a crush on me. What is means that someone like (or rather love) me in silent. Why I know about it? I don't, not until I start to find notes that not belonging to May, and note which May got, is not from me. Creepy right? I though it is a prank from someone, but those notes are basically conveying what we wanted to say ourselves but won't write it down such as "I love u" or "I miss u". And that bugger knew exactly we won't write such words each of us longing to read from each other and that bugger wrote it for us.

Each day, I grew suspicious of the person who followed me after each tuition lesson. One day, finally I got the courage and planned a trap to find out who that bugger is. I walked home real quickly this time and I found a good hidden place around the corner. As I turn into the corner, I will hide behind the wall gap (big enough for me). And true enough, indeed someone is following me, and that person is someone I knew .... she is June....

Me: What are you doing here?
June: Nothing ...
Me: You don't live around here do you?
June: No ...
Me: Are you following me?
June: ......
Me: What do you think YOU ARE DOING?

Well, I dunno why but I raised my voice to her, coz she been lurking around my life and bloody hell, scare the shit out of me. Thinking that some kidnapper is trying to make some big buck from me ... but come to think of it, I over reacted to it

June: *cried* ... I am sorry.... I just want to make sure you are safe home, that's all ....

June then proceed to move away, but not before I grab her arm ....

Me: No, I am sorry, I didn't know it is you. And I think I overdo it. I should not have raised my voice ....

June, still crying just kept quiet. I, being just another guy, really dun know what to do with her, instead, I put my hand over her shoulder and lead her on, all the way to my home. June just followed through. At home, it happened that no one is at home. I lead June to sit down and get her a glass of water. I began to talk softly to June and start to probe her, on whether it is her who write those notes to send to me and May. She nodded. I asked her why she is doing it, she just keep quiet and stare at me. I looked at her and it is like a surge of feeling shoot into my heart ... I feel sharp pain, I think I know why, that look of June means that she is in fact, in love with me. I confronted June, "Is it because you liked me" ... June put her head down ... she didn't answer me. The only thing I do next is to pull her near and give her a hug.

June without much resistance, or rather no resistance at all, hugged me tightly. She was sniffing, still crying I think, and I can feel my shoulder is so wet of her tear. I rubbed her back, easing her, calming her down. Slowly, June breathing was finally normal, and she released her tight hug ... I looked at her red eye, couldn't help but to use my finger to wipe of the tear drop from her cheek ... June looked at me, happy look, a bit shy... of all the sudden, June dash forward and locked her lip on mine. She was furious, her tongue was fighting it ways into my mouth, with me confused and shocked, didn't know how to react, but slowly, I stop resisting and submit to her tongue attack. I just opened my mouth slowly. June was really into it, she sucked out the air from my mouth, which I knew, she wants my tongue. She kept on putting her tongue into my mouth, and not wanting to hurt her when I close my mouth, I got no choice but to join her tongue with mine.

June continued the frenching with me for very long, our face are so wet of our own saliva, and some left over tears from June. We are hugging each other, with June hand, one on my head, pushing me close to her and another of her hand is on my chest. She kept on rubbing my chest. Both of my hand are there on June arm, grabbing her softly, there is not need for any force here as she is so submitted to me.