[fallen_guy]

Another appointment followed through and it was only then that I knew she is going back to China in 2 weeks time. I was quite sad then. I realized she only gave me GFE inside the KTV. Outside of it, etc when I call her and stuffs, sometimes will not pick up. Sometimes will sound damn cold. I was already hit a mild level of KC attack. Life got a little screwed here and then. There was a time it made me even more sad when she asked me for a LV bag. I told her I don’t buy stuffs for KTV girls. Then she said ok, never mind. She still gave me her China number to call when she was about to go back. She’s going to come back in 2 mths time with a 2 years working pass.

I tried to forget her when she was back there. But I get occasional calls from her. And I would also call her once a while to talk. I knew I was in control of the situation then. I have limited ktv experiences but I do know what borders between real love and paid love. I knew that although I liked her, she had a lot of other guys that are also lusting over her.

I soon forgot about her and started hitting on new girls. Still, no other girl could give me the same level of GFE that she oozes.

2 months passed. Then without warning, D-day came. I got a call from her Singapore number at 1.30 am. I saw, but I ignored it as I was sleeping then. If she asked me to pick her from airport, then sure hailat. So I didn’t pick up the phone. Next morning, I text her. “You’re back!! Ok, I call you ok when u wake up”. She replied “Ok”

Around 2 pm, she called me. I answered happily. We spoke about 5 minutes and she told me she would be working today. I asked why so soon, ain’t you tired? She said no choice, no money. I said ok. She asked if I would come and find her today. In my heart, I was thinking niabeh, if every guy also u call and ask to come visit you today, then confirm got one long queue waiting for you in the ktv la. I said see first la, still busy. If can come call you ok. She sounded disappointed and said ok.

6.15pm, she called again.

She : Are you coming?
Me : I still don’t know leh. I’m still in office.
She : (she got agitated) It’s already 6+, when can you confirm?
Me : (turned soft) Ok la ok la, come la come la.

It wasn’t that I didn’t want to see her. In fact I missed her quite a bit. But the fact is that I am afraid she’s playing her KC tricks on me and I would not know how to react. I didn’t know how many guys that she had actually called to meet up with her today. Deep inside, I just didn’t want to be the carrot head that might fall for her sob stories and end up tipping her heavily.

Anyway, got there with another 2 friends. Mummy came in and straight away told me, eh, your favourite girl came back, want to call her or not. I smiled and said of course la.

5 minutes later, she walked in. Still as sweet as ever. She was never very attractive. She has the girl next door kind of look. Petite and cute. My kind of girl.

She sat down. I held her hand and we started talking for a while. She had only 2 rooms at the moment. The other was a first time customer. I asked her no other people came to look for you? She said she only called me. Hmm… I didn’t quite believe. Anyway, we started getting more relaxed and more intimate and after ½ hour, we were frenching like mad. In that 3 hours that I was there, we were in intense frenching most of the time. In fact, the only time we were not locking lips was when she had to get to the other room. Every 10 minutes, she would come back and we would be making out for a good ½ hour.

She : I can’t stand anymore. I have not had sex for 2 months.
Me : Hmm, can I be your first?
She: I am only waiting for you.
Me : (I laughed as I didn’t quite believe) Ok, we meet on Saturday can? We go for dinner
She: Ok
Me : But ain’t you working that day?
She: I take day off lo. Accompany you.

In my heart, I was thinking how much that fuck would set me back? It definitely will not be free. I tipped her that night and left with another mild KC attack.