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Sorry for the delay guys! Been busy with life hahaha....

Okay so about my sex life. It did not start out great. My first guy was this tall nerdy guy from my high school, we started dating when we were 16. By this time I was damn horny like all the time but he could not satisfy me in any way. I remember the first time I asked him to finger me - it was in his house when his parents weren't home. He put his fingers in sooo slowly cause he said he was worried that he'll hurt me (by this time around I was regularly fucking myself with dildos so I know I had no issues, but I was too shy to tell him lol). And when I told him to go faster he looked so stress, like he was doing homework or something. Eventually I told him to just stop and I gave him a handjob. He came in like a minute lol.

Another memorably bad time was when he was over in my place and I wanted him desperately to fuck me. He was lying in bed, and I stripped everything off for him, lay down on the floor and spread my legs to give him the best view ever. I told him to please, please, put his dick in me and fuck me, I didn't care what happened. But he was too scared to. I ended up giving him a blow job in bed while I fingered myself silly. When he came he wanted to watch me masturbate some more so I played with myself in front of him. That part was kinda fun, showing off myself while someone watched. But again I was left pretty dissatisfied. He was good guy who treated me nicely, but at the time I was just a horny mess and I didn't feel like he satisfied me.

I did manage to do some kinky stuff though. One time at my place again, he came on my tits, then had to leave back to his house. I had dinner with my sister and mum with his dried cum still on my tits, underneath the same shirt I wore while he fucked me. That was fun! Another time I remember grabbing his hand underneath a restaurant table and lettin him feel my pussy for a few seconds.

Sadly we broke up after a couple months only. He actually dumped me, I was kinda okay to continue on with this dissatisfied in bed state, but he felt that I just wasn't right for him at the time.

TBC...