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Bro Dodgekenji

There are many post in this thread that already talks abt women and their behaviour. What u going thru is not unique and happens to many.

Guess u don have children so to me, it will be a easier way to let go without thos part of the burden. However I do sense u love your wife that's being a reason u wanted to reunite and relight the spark.

For me, I have question myself did I ever love her in the first place when I decided to carry on with my next step. My relationship with my wife is not a usual one. Our relationship was build more on commitment rather than love from the very first day. Anyway, I have to move on that's how I get to what is best for me at my age. I can't say I did not have good sex in my younger days yet, I had know that she does not enjoy it as much as I do during those day, and is only now I see that it actually happens to many other women. So is not her sole prob. Is the nature of all women.

For now what I can say is, acceptance, moving on, enjoy the moment. For me, I always think I am a man with 1 leg inside the coffin, so why bothers so much any more.

I recall once there was this lady who told me, get a live. I start to think, by moving out of the house, live alone, is that being getting a life?

I am not rich, yet I had a pretty good life thus far. So, I can only tell myself, heaven is fair. I can't have everything and is not fair to give me all the best thing�� If I am to live this life without having a true love, then be it.

At this moment, maybe u can think abt your self esteem, how to look good.

I am bless with a youthful look. Even at mid 50s, I believe I attracts more attention from women now than before. I believe if u try to take yourself to the next level, u will be able to find life to be more enjoyable. Who knows when u have build up yourself, getting more attention from other women, your wife may get jealous and comes hunting back on u ��

Cheers