[junebaby]

After all that excitement, I just wanted life to get back to normal. I didn't hear from April on Saturday or Sunday, so I assumed everything went well, and somehow, even someone as undeserving as John managed to get the reconciliation he wanted.

I let Mike play his games the whole weekend, since he did get sort of injured defending me. Of course, as Mark had suggested, I sneaked in a couple of blowjobs here and there, sucking him dry each time. That was probably a fantasy to some guys, getting head while playing computer games and not having to do anything in return.

Monday back to work I decided to finally meet with Kate, but for dinner instead, in a vain attempt to beat the hungry lunch crowd. It didn't really work and I ended up just driving us to the nearest mall from our respective places and going to the least crowded eatery.

Kate: Mark hates me doesn't he?

Me: I wouldn't know.

Kate: He should. I've been an obstacle to the one person he wants to be with.

Me: Are you an obstacle?

Kate: I think so.

Me: Then don't be one?

Kate: I like Jasmine. She likes me too. But she likes Mark as well.

Me: So what's the issue?

Kate: I think he doesn't like to share.

Me: Hahahahahahaha! Are you serious?

Kate: Yup. The more I think about it, the more I feel that he really just wants to be with her and her alone. He's just going along with whatever she wants, but it's hurting him when she's with someone else.

Me: Interesting analysis.

Kate: If I'm around, I really don't think Mark will accept. But I don't want to leave.

Me: The way you're all living your lives now, I don't see why Mark wouldn't accept. He probably wouldn't be fully happy, but at least he'll be with Jasmine right?

Kate: Yeah. I think.

Me: And you? Are you happy?

Kate: Of course. Jasmine's like my longest partner so far.

Me: I'm not that curious to know how it works actually, but when it comes to intimacy, you two just… pleasure each other?

Kate: It's more than that. We have this bond.

Me: So why have you been going around trying to blow the guys?

Kate: Ah. I see you've heard.

Me: Yup. Not from my husband though.

Kate: Oh yeah. He's kind of homophobic, if that's even the correct term to describe him.

Me: I don't think so. But do carry on.

Kate: I just wanted to see if I would like being intimate with a guy.

Me: And?

Kate: Only with Mark. I think.

Me: Only what with Mark?

Kate: I felt something. I got aroused?

Me: And Tom?

Kate: Ah. That guy is amazing, but nope. Didn't feel anything. Very nice cock though. I tried to imagine what a straight female might feel while blowing him, or getting fucked by him. He's way larger than any of my toys. I guess with the right mindset, it might feel good.

Me: Haha. He does have a nice one.

Kate: Aren't you pissed though? He's going through all of them like an assassin with a hit list.

Me: What can I do? Haha. He's a hypersexual guy. But at least he tells me about it. I wouldn't want a FWB who just fucks around.

Kate: Very considerate though. Always brings his own condoms, tries to clean up properly before the next girl.

Me: Ah. That's something I wasn't really expecting. You watched them?

Kate: Only with Jasmine. I don't know why she was doing it though. She clearly only enjoys sex fully with Mark. I mean his he's fucking her damn well I assume, but she's not being pleasured.

Me: Maybe she's trying to distract herself?

Kate: From what? She's got me right?

Me: So she made you watch?

Kate: Nah. I wanted to watch. See how different guys do it. Tom is very very energetic. Mark is slow and sensual? I think maybe that's why I kind of still wanna try with him. He doesn't rush things, he knows exactly where to touch, he looks deeply into their eyes…

I felt a tingle. Fuck that Mark. Why couldn't he just make love to me already?

Me: Get in line. I'm still waiting. But Tom is indeed energetic.

Kate looked surprised.

Kate: You haven't? Didn't you go on a holiday with him?

Me: Yeah we haven't. We just cuddled a lot.

Kate: Oh. I thought you'd be another one of the girls Jasmine is so worried about.

Me: Huh?

Kate: Although she asks him to see others, I think it's to make herself feel better about being with me, deep inside she's really worried he falls for someone else.

Me: Hahahahahahah. Not a chance. I'm married. So is Nat. And Crystal. Wait a minute. Jasmine is actually worried?

Kate: She doesn't say it, but I can feel it.

Me: If she tells me not to see others, I'm sure he wouldn't.

Kate: The thing about her is, she wants everyone to be happy. Whatever happiness is to them. For the married ladies, I guess sex with Mark makes them happy because they're not getting such good sex from their partners? Nat's case I can understand, Darren is a monster. Not sure how anyone can actually take his cock. For Crystal, I find it very suspicious that she can't get aroused by her husband.

Me: Suspicious?

Kate: Maybe I'm from a different generation, but when I'm with someone, male or female, I need to feel comfortable in every single aspect of the relationship even before I decide to commit. Surely Crystal would have had sex with Jason before marriage right? If sex was that important to her, and Jason wasn't a good fit, why carry on? It's obvious either one or both of them would eventually find a partner to fulfill that need.

Me: I guess you're right.

I thought about April and John. If April was anything like me, based on how we grew up and our exposure, I think she'd be as horny as me. Given that John was really not very blessed with size or skills, maybe she felt that everything else was acceptable enough to forgo good sex? But for John, he openly admitted he liked bigger breasts. April was a B cup, in the local context, surely that was the average and wouldn't it be big enough for his liking? Did one cup size really make a difference? Did it work the same way as dick size? While I loved the bigger dicks, I'd readily accept the smaller ones as long as everything else felt right, obviously evidenced by Dan, Ben, and now Mark.

K: Well?

I was so lost in my thoughts that I realised I wasn't paying attention to Kate.

Me: Sorry, you were saying?

K: What do you think about Alicia?

Me: I've never really spoken to her much.

K: She's the final piece of the puzzle I think.

Me: What do you mean?

K: Alicia wants to be with Mark too. Even if they don't get married.

Me: What makes you think so?

K: Just a feeling I get. Like right now, sex is the common denominator among all of them, but I feel only Jasmine and Alicia can do without it. When Mark left, this is going to sound funny, but everyone was so horny.

Me: Ah. So that's where Tom came into the picture.

K: Yup. As you know Mark won't really jump into bed with anyone straightaway. But Tom, wow. He's like a machine.

Me: And to think we used to meet up infrequently because he was married and found it hard to get out of the house.

K: Has anyone actually seen his wife? Beginning to think she doesn't exist. Haha. The time he spent over at Jasmine's place made me think he's actually single.

Me: Hahahaha. I don't think anyone has.

K: Anyway, it would make me feel better if you could see what Mark thinks about me.

Me: Sure. Everyone's asking me to talk to Mark anyway. Soon I bet Nat, Crystal and Alicia will be looking for me too.

K: I wouldn't be surprised. You're the closest one to him now emotionally. I think it's because he trusts you and will open up to you.

Me: And he can't with the others?

K: He's already had sex with them. The line has been crossed.

Me: Is that how it works?

K: Maybe to him it does?

Me: Fuck. That means I'll never get to sleep with him.

K: Haha. I'm sure that day will come one day. Or you will.

Me: Yeah. That's what he said too.

K: You'll cum?

Me: Nono. The day will come. I already came. He made me cum with his mouth and fingers.

K: Oh yeah. He's weirdly good at that.

I sent her back after dinner and headed back home.

To my surprise, April was in the living room with Mike.

Me: What's going on?

April: I came to thank you.

Me: For?

April: Helping me?

Me: What did I do?

April: The things you taught John… That night it sort of freed my mind?

Me: Oh. Didn't he try them before?

April: He did. But I was too suspicious to enjoy it properly.

Me: Ah.

April: Now I'm here to try your husband.

Me: What???

April: Hahaha! You should have seen the look on your face!

Me: Very funny.

April: Just wanted to come over and chat la. But you weren't home. So Mike let me in.

Me: What else did he let you do?

April: Nothing? You mean I can make requests?

Me: Isn't that what you wanted?

April: To fuck your husband?

Me: Yeah?

April: The thought did cross my mind. Especially after you confirmed my suspicions.

Me: So?

April: I'm over that already. Besides… I need to find a way to drop my FWB.

Me: Oh?

April: Yeah. John and I have decided to try again.

Me: That's good.

April: I'll need to take a pregnancy test soon though.

Me: Really?

April: He came in me the whole night. Four times.

Me: Are you sure this is what you want?

April: He really loves my new body now. And we've been married so long anyway.

Me: That doesn't sound like a very good reason.

April: Well yeah. But I really love him. Despite all the things he did. I can forgive him.

Me: Like how you forgave me?

April: Yeah. But I still can't believe you're so stupid. I mean escort? That's just a high class prostitute.

Me: It wasn't the smartest thing I did.

April: How did you even get so good at sex?

Me: I don't know.

April: I know we've watched a lot of porn. But that isn't real.

Me: I guess I had good partners.

I looked shyly at Mike. He and Dan really did fuck me well. And now with Tom.

April: Does this mean I need to find more good partners?

Me: I thought you just said you're going to try again with John? And you're gonna drop your FWB?

April: Still thinking. I mean you two can be happily married and yet still see other people. Maybe we can too?

Me: You have to think carefully about what you want to do. Especially since you think you may get pregnant. And if you see others, are you going to let John do the same?

April: I don't know about that. Let's see how long he maintains his interest in me then.

Me: That's the wrong concept already.

April: I probably should have gone up 2 cup sizes instead of one. That would keep him interested.

Me: Again, wrong concept.

She turned to Mike.

April: Do you wish June had bigger boobs?

Me: Hey!

Mike: Nope. Even if she was an A cup I'd still love her.

I didn't know if I should be touched or insulted.

April: Really?

Mike: Don't be so superficial. John's downfall came because he was so focused on the physical aspect of things.

April: Easy for you to say, when you've got a big cock and your wife has big breasts.

Me: What the.

Mike: How do you know it's big?

April: John told me. He practically begged me not to sleep with you.

Mike: I don't even want to sleep with you.

April: I told him my FWB is around 6-7 inches. Depending on how hard I get him. You should have seen his face.

Mike: Right.

Me: Why would you even tell him such things? Don't you think it would push him away?

April: On the contrary. He showed me what his smaller cock can do. The whole night. We never had sex like that before.

Me: Reverse psychology?

April: Haha. Yes.

Me: Interesting.

April: So how big is your cock really?

Mike: Big enough.

April: Very descriptive.

Me: You wanna show her?

Mike: What???

Me: Just fuck her and get it over with.

Mike: Why?

Me: Take it as my punishment for sleeping with John.

Mike: It doesn't work that way.

April: I want. Oh my god. I want!

Me: Or I could introduce you to an even bigger cock. Hahaha.

April: For real?

Me: Never tried it though. And I heard he cums fast.

April: Then what's the point?

Me: I don't know. You seem so interested in big cocks.

April: Why not? I've only had John's and my FWB's.

Me: Not enough?

April: Hey! I'm finally discovering what sex is ok? All those videos we watched. I wanna see what else is out there.

Me: This isn't the supermarket where you can just pick a cock and bring it home ok?

April: It's not? But you told me about that group of people who just sleep around with everyone.

Me: It's not all about that. They are all friends. They have a deeper connection than just sex. I think.

April: And why haven't you joined them yet?

Me: Not interested.

April: Are they interested in you?

Me: Well… I don't know.

Mike: There's one guy she's particularly close with. Doesn't have a big cock though, but every single girl in the group wants to sleep with him. Even June.

April: Oh? Have you?

Me: It's not always about the cock please. It's the connection. And no, I haven't.

April: Then let me try Mike. We've known each other for so long. It's like what 30 years for us? 20 with Mike?

I looked at Mike.

Me: You wanna do it?

Mike: No.

Me: Too bad April.

April: What about the other guy?

Me: What other guy?

April: The one everyone wants to sleep with.

Me: No.

April: How about your FWB?

Me: Oh. That one is like a man-whore now.

April: Really?

Me: He's slept with almost everyone there I think.

April: Intro please. Better if he can fuck me and John watches.

Me: What the fuck?

April: I wanna punish him.

Me: Cuckold you mean.

April: Oh yeah. That's the word.

Me: I don't think that's such a great idea.

April: Just once la. Teach John a lesson.

Me: Why can't you get your own guy to do it.

April: I asked already. He's not comfortable.

Me: Right.

April: Help me la. Haha.

I looked at Mike. He shrugged.

Me: Ok. I'll ask my FWB.

April: And the other guy too.

Me: What? No.

April: Just ask la.

Me: Why?

April: It's just sex. Why would he say no?

Me: Trust me. He would.

April: Ask anyway. No harm. I'll wait.

Me: You mean right now?

April: Then when?

Me: It's Monday. I'm sure they have to work tomorrow.

April: Oh. Help me arrange for Friday?

Me: Urgh. Whatever.

April: Thanks!

We chatted a while longer before April left and I dropped both Tom and Mark texts about April's unusual request.

I seriously doubted Mark would agree but Tom was an entirely different story.