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Originally Posted by SMRTLTD
Hmm.. Maybe I'm setting the benchmark too high with those 2 you mentioned..
I don't know but somehow the subsequent sessions don't feel as good/fantastic as the first.. Those little and irritating actions slowly start to creep into them..
Oh well maybe I'm just ranting for the sake of ranting to alleviate Monday Blues.. 
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I also few months ago, I felt like this, but I knew what was wrong. It was me.
Before, with Laura and Mint, I didn't think too much, I just enjoyed them for what they were without enhanced expectations. And they were great.
But this year, the girls were so pretty and so good that I felt more, so I wanted more, and it was was tiring with the inflated expectations.
I had to take a big step back and reevaluate my whole game plan. I relaxed and cleared my mind of all expectations, and ambition to attain them. I kept it simple and clean.
Now I am back like before. Like how I was with mint and Laura. I enjoy the girls for what they are. And you know what..!? I have found renewed interest in my interaction with them. With this positive, happy energy, I have rejuvenated not just my connections with them, they are also rejuvenated with me. It's like a rebirth. Now I am having more fun with the MLs then ever before.