"Maybe you should be. I'm worried Tan won't know what to do with you when he get you. No offense, Sydney. Your brother don't sound right in the head."
"Maybe he's saving himself so he can fuck her half to death on their wedding night," Sydney said laughing.
"Well if Brenda ain't walking bow legged the following morning, he done fucked that up too." Everybody laughed again and Tiffany suggested more drinks. Everyone was glad to drink more.
While she was getting drinks, Tiffany said, "Tammie, if you're going to ask a question, nows the time."
"How do you masturbate, Brenda? Do you use a toy? Surely you put something in your vajayjay?"
"No more than two fingers. I'm an old fashioned girl. If it needs batteries or a power cord, I don't use it."
"Why the hell not?" Tiffany asked, handing me another wine.
"If I'm not going to surrender my virginity to a guy before I'm married, why surrender it to a machine? A guy would be preferable and I'm not doing it with him, so I won't do it with the other."
"Surrender your virginity?" Sydney asked.
"Yeah, I mean I guess I still have my hymen. I haven't done anything which I thought would break it. Hopefully, it means Tan will pop my cherry."
They all burst out laughing. Sydney and Tammie were doubled up they were laughing so hard and it didn't sound like Maria or Donna could catch their breath. Cheyenne was hiccuping. Tiffany patted me on the shoulder and I turned to look at her.
"Oh, honey, you're talking about one of these things," and she pulls this ten inch monstrosity out of her purse and waves it in front of my nose. "I suppose if you fucked yourself with one of these, you'd pop your cherry." There was another wave of laughter and I had to smile, even if I was the source of all their laughter. "But not all toys are this big. Some toys are much smaller and will leave your hymen intact for Tan." There was a lot more giggling and tittering. "I think it's time the bride-to-be opens up her presents, don't you girls?"
"Hell yes," Yvonne said, "but I haven't asked Brenda my question yet."
"What is it?" I asked.
"Have you tasted yourself on your fingers?"
Everyone looked at me again, waiting for my answer. You could have heard a pin drop.
I grinned at her and said, "Yes, I have."
"You go girl," Erin said. "You're halfway lezzie already."
"Whatever made you decide to taste yourself?" Yvonne asked.
"I had to know what I'd taste like when Tan finally licked my cunt." I hated using that word, but God, I needed to get a few quick digs back.
Everyone started laughing again, whooping it up.
"Just wait until you taste yourself on Tan's big dick, Brenda," Tammie said.
I said, "Huh," and they all started laughing harder.
Donna stopped laughing long enough to say, "You ain't never tasted pussy as good as your pussy on his prick, honey, and that's God's honest truth."
"Let me hear you say, Amen, sisters," Cheyenne said.
"Amen," six or seven voices said.
Surely they weren't thinking I would suck his penis after he made love to me, were they? I hoped not. Everyone retrieved their gifts for me.
"I'd like to propose a rule before Brenda starts opening her gifts," Tiffany said. "I think Brenda needs to model or try out any of our gifts to her for us. All in favor, raise your hand."
Nine hands shot up. Mine the only one not wiggling at the top of an upraised arm. "I'll agree on one condition," I said. "I'm not going to do any sex act, no matter what kind of gift I get, so if one of you is giving me a strap-on, don't expect me to use it on anyone; or for it to get used on me. Not going to happen."
"Shit!" Erin said, "there goes my gift."
Everyone laughed again. I smiled at her. "I'll open your gift first then."
She handed me her gift wrapped box. It didn't rattle when I shook it which surprised me considering what I thought it was. Awfully light, too. I opened it up and it wasn't a strap-on. It was a gorgeous, soft filmy, negligee and robe set.
"Surprise!" Erin said.
I held it up, showing everyone. "Erin, this is beautiful, thank you."
"You're welcome. You have to try it on, remember."
"I will. I'll model all the clothes together after I've opened everything up. It's lovely."
Suki handed me her gift next. I shook this one and it rattled. "So you're the one who gave me the strap-on."
"Open it and see," Suki said.
Nope, it wasn't one either. There was a length of rope, a collar, a leash, some fur lined hand-cuffs, a mask or blindfold of some kind and a soft leather, multi-stranded whip. Something else which looked like two clamps with a chain between them. I held it up and showed everyone and they all started laughing again.
"Thank you, I think. What is this?"
"It's a bondage kit," Shizuko replied.
I must have had a confused look on my face. "Surely you know about bondage?" Sydney said.
"I don't think so," I replied.
"You never read 'Fifty Shades of Gray' or saw the movie?" Sydney asked.
"I've heard of it, obviously, but no, I never read or saw it. This is related to that?"
"Kind of," Suki said. "It's for being tied up so your partner can have their way with you."
I asked Suki, "Do you like to be tied up?"
"There is something very exciting about being totally under the control of another person," Suki said. "Confined, unable to see, not knowing what will happen next. My orgasms are very intense when Erin does this with me." She turned to Erin and kissed her deeply.
I held up the whip up. "And you let Erin hit you with this? Isn't this physical abuse?"
"I suppose it could be, if she were trying to hurt me. If I did not climax so hard. Erin is very skilled. There is some pain, certainly, but far more pleasure for me."
"What's this thing for?" I asked holding up the chain thing.
"Nipple clamps," Tammie said. "Nice ones, too. They look adjustable."
"I've got to ask. How many of you girls have tried this bondage stuff?"
Tiffany, Tammie, Yvonne, Sydney and Cheyenne all raised their hands in addition to Suki and Erin. Maria and Donna did not.
Maria said, "I'm not opposed to it, on philosophical grounds. It requires a great deal of trust in your partner. Since I'm not usually with anyone very long, it's hard to develop this trust."