[Wendella]

Somewhere back in this thread is a post that attacks me. I'm just gonna reply by memory cuz it's too hard to find on my phone.

Densha/Ecchi posted about a FS MP but didn't include the address. This back around September or so. Does hat ring any bells? I don't remember specifics but it was in trying to check if that was same place that Lausang had just told me, I asked him if this was the place. Maybe he remembers this better than I do, and can say how it happened. Shortly after that he blabbed out the address in the thread, and I was surprised and inmediately contacted Lausang to apologize, because yes I did break my word to him by doing that. He seemed to take it in stride and I'm pretty sure he said its fine to share that info now. (Lausang feel free to chime in of you remember how this went down -- I deleted all my PM's, I have no records of anything any more).

Tom, I wish you wouldn't get upset about this stuff. And please don't say things like "your sad life" and that kind of thing. You know I would never say something like that to you. And I think you do realize I'm not as bad as you make me out to be here. You have a real tendency to gravitate to he harshest view of people, quite critical of people in general. I really try to filter that stuff when talking with you, not take it seriously because it seems like it's part of your makeup. And I quite enjoy talking to you about the substantive stuff or the hobby. This stuff with you and Hoian
Is pretty out of control and not really any point to it. I skip over most of it.

Back to the FS MP stuff. Because some here, MC particlilarly, don't like that info to be out there, I'm respecting that and not sharing it -- there was a time back in November or so when I did share it a bit. But I stopped. I apologized to the guy who I owed an apology to. It doesn't erase my fuckup, I know. At that time I don't think Tom and I were even on speaking terms. Anyway, I'm not sure it's worth all this. IF those places get shut, they'll reopen elsewhere. I doubt Tom depends on his tour biz much, so that's not it.

Wish we could talk about the good stuff instead.