[Melissa2015]

But he had seen a psychiatrist.
i love him enuf not to say no to him.
its been traumatic for him,
living in another fantasy world.

its something new to me.

He had not touched me a few months.
i thought/misunderstood him,
that perhaps, i was not good or sexy enuf for him,
or that he find a mother as unappealing.


Later...